Wow. Running competitively was a teenage dream, and now after decades and decades -- and me -- now a mother going past her prime and also with a handsome teenager as my child -- I see myself still holding on to that dream. Sometimes dreams -- no matter how unreachable they may seem – would just be hibernating at the sidelines.
But when these dreams get the chance, regardless of how long they have been bottled up, they unleash the long-kept and suppressed superlatives and would hurl the pent-up energies with humongous gusto: throwing caution to the wind and more. Well, that could be an understatement.
That was sometime in the 80’s , when I would run , not around the neighborhood , but from the living room to our kitchen’s refrigerator, and would be imagining myself breasting the tape at a marathon finish line. I kept my afternoon running inside the house, scared of the roaming dogs and possible askals running around at dawn. Living in my sporty dream world, I would hold the brass lamp shade as my trophy, thanking the judges for my imaginary marathon victory.
As a teenager, I grew up with Olivia Newton John and John Travolta jiggling away their derrieres via “Grease”, and then there’s Michael Jackson with his fully made-up prosthetics as the dancing lead of throngs of banshees and a battalion of panda-eyed zombies via “Thriller”. Those were the times of Mark Knopfler and Dire Straits, Sting and Bob Geldof and Duran Duran lording it up in the radio airwaves and would later join forces for the cause of helping alleviate world hunger via their fund-raising
concerts , belting away with "Do They Know It's Christmas?"
Those were the days when Cyndi Lauper and Madonna were the music queens of pop culture , and Lauper would introduce rainbow-coloured hair while crooning "True Colors."
As a teenager, I was playing the eternal spectator sport: but life, as we know it, should not be a spectator sport. Yes, I would be watching Filipino women sport athletes and marvel at their strength, their courage, their guts, their athletic pomp and chutzpah. Back then, I was merely The Watcher.
Dubbed as “Asia’s Sprint Queen”, Lydia de Vega was the athlete to watch back then, and I would be watching the government-sponsored sporting events: as de Vega went on to win her sprint conquests in Asia, and then there were other teenage women sport athletes Christine Jacob for swimming, and Dyan Castillejo for tennis.
Years later, as a features writer /journalist writing feature articles in newspapers, fate would have it that I would be interviewing these young women athletes who would be carving their niches in other fields: Christine Jacob went on to become a TV personality, while Dyan Castillejo would be a sports journalist for ABS-CBN News. It’s only now that I suddenly remembered that these strong personalities have been dancing on my mind and my subconscious for quite some time, and it has manifested to meeting these personalities in the “real world” after a time.
But I was never sporty at all as a child, even as a teenager. Wearing my thick eyeglasses as a gangly teenager through high school at St. Paul College Manila, I knew deep inside I was a tomboy of the mellow kind -- no, not a lesbian at all , but more of a female maverick who had innate qualities of going for more roughhewn adventures, settling for untrodden paths, and would be shying away from girly stuff like lacy dresses, pony-tailed tresses and stuff toys. As I grew up and matured into my adult years, I have slowly discovered that being a woman ain’t that bad after all.
Fast forward to year 2014. It’s New Year’s Eve, and 2014 beckons. While everyone was getting ready for the New Year, with their firecrackers, New Year’s Eve parties and festive celebrations, and last-minute gift-giving events which were not done during Christmas -- I was at the office, taking advantage of its sleeping quarters sleeping away the hours before my dawn schedule shift.
But I figured that instead of sleeping away the time, why not try having a breath of fresh air around the plush Bonifacio Global City. And when I sneaked out to see the wide deserted business district streets -- since the office-goers aren’t in their offices because of the holidays -- I found so much attraction to the clear roads, and decided to do my New Year’s Eve “baptismal run”.
So while everyone wasn’t looking, I sneaked out for my first jog for the year, running up and down 31st street, the high-rise office towers staring down at me with their haughty devil-may-care pouts -- reliving and rekindling a teenage dream that I thought have died in me , but has actually been just hibernating all along.
After that first New Year’s Eve jog, I became a regular habitue of the Track 30th Park, running along other fellow running enthusiasts -- who are regularly running and sweating under the romantic moonlit sky, romancing the park with their huffs and puffs , and earning admiring glances and stares from passers-by and driving motorists looking through their car windows for a look-see at the sexy and athletic runner throngs.
Being part of this platoon of running enthusiasts, I
suddenly felt I belong.
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